For the first time, I cried because of being so mad and sad at the same time. I want to say I have no idea why but let’s face the reality hilary everything has a reason. And that is the people around me. I mean I am cool with being alone but when you know I don’t know anymore I am crying right now I am so pissed. I hate everybody. Everyone is so irritating everyone is so mean and I just let them. The worst is I keep it to my self. I don’t even tell my best friends how I feel. I am unfair because they tell me the good and bad or everything that they feel and I only share the good times not MY bad. I am so sad. I don’t know pressure parents look u want this for me and I can’t say no because u will say I pay this I pay that you waste this u waste that. I told u I want to shift u say ok then tell me negative stuff about the course I want and ull say ece na lang. You don’t know how sad I am and mad I can’t I dont know. I live in fear I hate it I hate everyone I have a very long list why I hate them I just have to let this feeling out.
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I like drinking tea alone, and reading alone.
I like riding the bus alone, and walking home alone.
It gives me time to think, and set my mind free.
I like eating alone, and listening to music alone.
But when I see a mother with her child;
A girl with her lover;
Or a friend laughing with their best friend;
I realize that even though I like being alone
I don’t fancy being lonely.after 3+ years on tumblr this is still the most relevant accurate thing i’ve ever seen
what really scares me is that i’m average i’m not really good at anything or really beautiful i’m going to live an average life with an average job an average income and die an average death with an average funeral and nobody is going to remember me
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